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Geez Lousie!!
Hey guys, So I some how got locked out of my account but I’m back up now and working on some stories, a few hanson, a few Power Rangers, and my for some reason latest obsession Backstreet Boys, Don’t ask, still lost on that one.
But to catch you up on my personal life a little, I’m going to college for Medical Assisting, I’m supposed to start tomorrow but the weather is calling for 5-8 inches of snow so that might not happen for a few more days… Dammit. >:(
Never in my life would I have believed I would ever utter the words ‘I don’t want to miss school!’ I have quite a few times in the pass few days!
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Hey guys, sorry I haven’t brought you anything in a while,
I’ve been super busy, and I could be going to college soon.
I’ve never been so tired as I have lately. I hope to get back to writing soon.
Love you guys,
Jess
Rebirth {5/5}
This whole part was supposed to go on much much longer, but with no ideas coming into my head I axed the part of him going through all 12 years and just decided to speed it up a bit. This is also the final, as for the piece about the baby between the three of them? That may come much later…my brain has been very fried on trying to work out this story. Hope you enjoy!
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Taylor gently giggled as he watched his two year old brother running down the hill as fast as his tiny legs could carry him. They were heading to the pond to feed the ducks and play on the swing, with a promise he would take a nap when they got back to the room.
“Zachary! Get back here!” Isaac called watching the little boy stop, his hair was long like it had been and he was just too adorable with his pacifier in his mouth as he looked back, his red shirt and blue jeans completing his look. Zac began to run back, Isaac bending down swinging him as he picked him up, Zac giggled as Isaac pulled his pacifier from his mouth. A smile spread across the adorable full lips, he lightly kissed his cheek as they waited for Taylor to catch up.
“Hey Zac what color is on that duck?” Isaac asked pointing to one swimming by.
“Gween” He said, Isaac melting at his tiny voice. “Good Job! what other color does he have on him?”
“Bwown” Isaac bounced him as he said “Yes!! Good job!”
“He knows his colors Ike, We just have to work with some of the music, and may have to find some of the old tapes to play for him.” Taylor laughed as he stood by the pond Zac wrapped in Isaac’s arms digging for a piece of bread tearing it off throwing it in the water, Zac watched as one of the ducks swam over gobbling up the bread piece as Isaac threw in another one. Another duck coming over darting at the piece before the other could get it. Zac giggled as Isaac gave him a piece of bread, as he threw it but missed and it landed on a piece of grass just dangling over the water.
Zac reached for it but a duck grabbed it first, it made Zac jump and start to cry.
“Oh its ok!” Isaac said with a slight laugh as he pulled him in trying to calm him down.
Taylor took Zac as he calm him down, turning him to watch Isaac feed the ducks, Zac watched curious as he started to calm down. Isaac held out a piece Zac whined as the duck snatched it, Isaac just giggled as he another came up to him “Hi! Want a piece?” He tore off a piece of bread as the duck watched him he held the piece out as the duck snapped at it lightly catching his finger.
“Hey now I need that thanks!!” Isaac said shaking his hand as Zac giggled. “Oh is that funny to you? Is that funny?” Isaac said as Zac giggled and nodded. “Come here you!” Isaac said grabbing Zac pretending to attack him as Zac laughed. “Hey um Ike?” Taylor says as they turn, watching the ducks diving into the the bag of left over bread, Isaac reached over dumping the bag as the ducks snapped at him.
Isaac picked up Zac quickly as they backed away, as Taylor laughed as the watched the ducks tear the bread in to many pieces fighting over some as they gobbled them up. “Come on, lets go get on the swing ok?” Isaac giggled as the headed down the path to small playground.
“Down” Zac said as he tried to reach down, Isaac taking the hint letting him down as he watched him run. He couldn’t help but smile as Taylor slipped up beside him, Isaac slipped his arm around Taylor’s shoulders as he met him for a kiss. “Ike!” Zac called as he tried to climb into a swing Taylor began to laugh as they hurried down. Taylor picked Zac up and sat him in the swing telling him to hold tight as he gave him a push, smiling at the laugh he gave.
“ABC 123, ABC 123, you and me girl!” Zac sang as Taylor grabbed the swing looking at Zac.
“Was he just singing the Jackson 5?!” Isaac looked up as Taylor nodded saying “I was hoping I wasn’t the only one who heard that!” He picked Zac up as they hurried inside.
“Oh My word, We can advance him now.” Dr. Lawrence said as she smiled picking Zac up as he giggled.
“Advance him?” Taylor asked curious as Isaac listened intensively.
“With his memories this far advanced we have clearance to return him to normal.”
“So we could take him home today?” Isaac smiled.
“This afternoon if we start him right away.” Dr. Lawrence said as she set Zac down as he ran to Isaac who scooped him up.
“What will we need to do?” Taylor asked as he looked up.
“We’ll put him to sleep to give him a drug, its better if he sleeps due to all the growing pains he could suffer.” Isaac and Taylor nodded as she continued. ” I’ll give him the injection by an IV. After the injection I’ll give him normal Saline IV. I’ll give him a powerful Vitamin to help built up his system, it will make him sleepy so it would be best for him to take it at night.” Isaac nodded as he said to Zac “Ready to go see Mommy and Daddy?” The little boy nodded intensively as Isaac picked him up following down the hall as Taylor said “It’s time for you to take a nap ok?”
“No!” Zac protested as he began to fake a cry.
“Stop.” Isaac said sternly as Zac hit him in the head, he grabbed Zac’s hand as he forced him to look at him. “I said stop!” he said a little sharper as the little boy whined.
“Now Look, We went and fed the ducks and you got on the swing, you promised if we did that you would take a nap, remember.” Isaac said softer but still serious, with a pout Zac nodded, as they walked into a room and sat him on the bed as Taylor untied his shoes.
“We’re just going to make you more comfortable ok?” Dr. Lawrence smiled as she draped a gown over the naked little boy as Isaac pet him, watching as Dr. Lawrence gave him an anesthesia, putting him to sleep quickly. The two watched as she picked up a small vial labeled Lasarapine, and set up his amount needed, she set up his IV and injected him.
The two watched as hours passed, their little brother returning back to normal, Taylor nudged Isaac as he began to stir. “Hey buddy, how are you feeling?” Isaac said as he sat on the edge of the bed watching Zac wake up as he asked “What happen? Where am I?” Taylor lightly pet him as he answered “Your in the hospital, you gave us a pretty bad scare.”
“I’m sorry, where’s mom and dad?” Isaac smiled at his sincerity as he said “They sent us with you we called them an hour ago to tell them you would becoming home soon.” Taylor nodded as he said “We just need to get you checked over and changed, once she says or ok we’ll get you dressed and head out.” Zac nodded as he rest his head back against his pillow with a delicate smile on his face.
“Alright give me a deep breath in” Dr. Lawrence said as she listen to Zac’s lungs as she said “Very good, and let it go slowly” Zac obeyed as she put the stethoscope back around her neck as she said “Alright, everything’s fine, you’ll be out of here shortly.” She smiled as she left. Taylor grabbing Zac’s jeans and shirt.
“Ok little man, lets get you dressed” Taylor said dropping the clothes next to where he sat. Zac rolled his eye as he said “Tay, I can dress myself, I’m not two!” Zac slid off the bed as Taylor threw his arms out to catch him. “Thanks but I got it ” Zac said steadying him self as he started to dress, Taylor watching him like a hawk. With his papers signed, and some medicine the three headed home, with Zac falling to sleep not long after they started back.
“Hey, we were beginning to wonder about you!” Diana said as they walked back in well past their normal curfew. ” Sorry mom” Isaac said with Zac asleep on his shoulder, Walker gently rouse the little boy who only smiled when his eyes open “Hey daddy.” he said weakly as Walker took him carrying him up stairs.
“So what happen?” Diana asked softly making sure they were out of ear shot.
“Corvin Virus.” Taylor said as he reached in for a Dr. Pepper.
“Oh God, what did they have to do?” she asked as Isaac sat down, tired.
“Regeneration process, Something I could only go through cause of the Antibiotic being too strong for Taylor or Zac. I never want to have to live through that again.” Diana only snickered as Taylor came over as he said “I’m going to bed, I’ll see you in the morning.”
“Night baby” Isaac said sweetly, there was an urge to reach up and pull Taylor in for a kiss, but he knew he couldn’t in front of his parents as he watched him head up stairs.
“Baby?” Diana asked with a smile, as Isaac froze not realizing the word had come out of his mouth.
“We got really close during all that, maybe a little too close.” Isaac said as he look down embarrassed, shocked by her next question.
“Did you sleep with him?” Isaac partially panicked but nodded, Diana rested her hand his as Isaac looked back up confused. “Its a reaction from the virus, all three of you have it, Zac’s was just more severe.”
“Wait all three of us? Have we all had this reaction before?” Isaac asked.
“Sometimes you can go through your whole life and never have a reaction to it, We noticed Zac was getting worse right before Christmas. But we also thought it was just a cough and kept a close eye on him.” Diana said as she continued ” It has so many different symptoms.”
“This is going to sound a little goofy but., Will Tay and I drift apart now that Zac’s better?” Isaac asked feeling his heart sink a little.
“Absolutely not, there may be days when its not as strong as others but you and he will always be in love, and love each other, Now why don’t you go up stairs and get some rest?” She said as Isaac gave a light smile, got up gave her a hug and headed on up stairs.
Isaac carefully open the bed room door smiling as he saw Taylor on the floor watching Zac sleep as he softly pet him. Isaac reach down to help him up as he pulled him in meeting him for a soft kiss, He pulled him against his chest as he soak up the moment. “I love you” Isaac whispered Taylor smiled as he whispered back the words that night Isaac curled up in bed with Taylor next to him, wondering what the future would hold for their new relationship.
“Wait I remember that, Ike got up the next morning and kissed Taylor on the head as he went down for breakfast.” Zac said he smiled catching them hand in hand as they continued to look through the photos. “This is my favorite.” Taylor said with a giggle as he handed over the album Isaac rolling his eyes with a chuckle. Isaac had Zac in his arms with a kiss on his cheek and Zac in giggles.
Zac flipped through the book smiling at one of his new born pictures, he was asleep on the couch, his head turn to the side and his fist positioned to where he looked like he was sucking his thumb.
“This was the last baby picture of you.” Isaac said turning to he and Taylor, Taylor sitting in the floor holding little Zac at his waist as he stare at the camera with his pacifier in his mouth his eyes full of innocents and curiosity.
“What about this one?” he asked from where he looked to be six, sitting Taylor’s lap sleeping wrapped in a blanket. “I just wanted one picture of you while you were still little.” Taylor said with a chuckle as he turn to Isaac and asked “Think we should tell Mom and Dad what we found out from Dr. Lawrence?”
Walker and Diana looked at the two cuirously as Isaac started “After Zac was born, Taylor and I had been considering having a baby together, we asked Dr. Lawrence about it she said she would look into it. She called this morning to say it would be possible, the only thing is, it would be permanent.”
“When are you planning on doing this?” Walker asked curious as he watched a glittering in his wife’s eyes.
“After the album, and touring.” Taylor smiled as he and Isaac caught each others glance and kissed.
“Ok,ok, get back to writing and hurry we need to finish unpacking!” Diana giggled as she and Walker slipped out of the room.
“Hey Ike, is there a way I could have a baby with you guys?” Zac asked watching his brothers jaws hit the floor. “Absolutely! I mean will have to wait until your of age but Oh My God yes!” Isaac said hugging him as he asked again “Would it be ok if I called you Mom every now and then… when its just us the three of us?” Isaac smiled “Yes!” “How bout you dad?” He asked looking over at Taylor who only smiled as he got up hugging him with a kiss on the cheek, as he met Isaac for another kiss. “I love both of you!” he said.
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Rebirth {4/?}
Zac was wrapped up in a blanket a little cap pulled on his head he had just had his bath given by Taylor as Isaac watched smiling as Taylor softly sang to the little baby as he lightly bounced him as he walked the room, they had help him change as they were getting ready to move them to the small apartment like room just down the hall. Dr Lawrence watching from the door as she said “Your hour is up, ready?” Isaac nodded, Dr. Lawrence walked over pulling the needle from Isaac’s hand for the antibiotic, she quickly placed a cotton ball over it applying pressure to it with a band aid. A nurse carefully helped Isaac from his bed as they walked down the hall and into the room, going slow cause of the sore muscles in his stomach.
Taylor smiled as he lay Zac in his crib, he had just finished his bottle and went to sleep pretty quickly. He lightly rubbed Zac’s chest as he adjusted the blanket, “Goodnight Zaccy.” he said as he watched him yawn. He turn back to the bed where Isaac was still sleeping and had right after they had settled into the room. Taylor turn on the monitor attached to his crib, as he climbed into the bed next to Isaac wrapping his arm around him as he drifted off.
Isaac moaned softly as he began to wake up, wiping the sleep from his eyes, hissing as he stretched in the bed.
“Don’t even think about getting out of that bed!” Taylor warned as Isaac looked over at him in the rocking chair giving Zac a bottle. “How is he?” He asked propping up on some pillows as Taylor said “He’s good, he slept pretty well, only woke up once last night.” Taylor pulled the empty bottle from Zac’s mouth as has looked at it, he looked at Zac as he said “I thought you were supposed to eat less.” Isaac only laughed as Taylor rolled his eyes moving to the bed next to Isaac, laying Zac on the covers. “Hey Zac! Good Morning!” Isaac said as he began to play with the little baby as Taylor rinsed out his bottle. “Wow he grew some last night didn’t he?”
Isaac said as the month and a half old smiled at him and tried to laugh. Isaac couldn’t help but smile as Taylor settled down besides him,Isaac lifts him up resting him against his legs as he continues to play with him.
“What ya doing?” Isaac asks as Zac again tries to laugh. Taylor smiles as he watches the father in Isaac begin to come out, loving every second of it. “Hey Tay what do you say we take him out side for a little bit?” Isaac asks as he looks over at the dazed teen. “Tay? ” Taylor snaps out of him thought as he said “What? oh yeah sure, why don’t we make lunch and make it a picnic?” He watches as Isaac’s eyes light up and says “That’s a great idea!” Taylor smirks as he adds “If your up to it, if your still hurting around lunch time then we stay in and take him out tomorrow.” Isaac rolls his eyes as Taylor says “They say a hot shower can help when you have sore muscles. . .go take a shower then we’ll make lunch and go to the gardens.” Isaac smiles as he leans over kissing Taylor, and turns back to making Zac laugh.
For it to have snowed just a few days before the weather was perfect and slightly warm. Isaac cradled Zac as Taylor followed him to a nice shaded spot next to the pond, as Taylor began to set up Zac began to fuss.
“He has a bottle in the basket Ike” Taylor says watching him with the baby. Isaac hushed him as he pulled the cap from the bottle, giving it to Zac “There we go sweetheart, you were getting hungry again huh?” Isaac sat down on the blanket next to Taylor who smiled as he said “Your going to make a great dad one day Ike.”
Isaac blushed as he said “Thanks Tay, and as much as I’ve watched, so will you.”
Taylor smiled as he said “wonder what the odds of the two of us having a kid together could be.”
“How bout one to none? Were guys Tay we don’t have kids, and I’m not changing to a woman or going through something similar to labor and delivery again!” Taylor threw his head back laughing as Isaac continued “I will never understand how mom did that seven times yeesh!” Taylor lay on the blanket laughing as he said “I think it had something to do with dad!” “Oh My God would you shut up!? Ew mental picture thanks for scaring me for life little brother!”
Taylor lay on the ground as he continued to laugh “Sorry” he finally said as he sat up.
“No your not.” Isaac said softly as he looked at Zac’s bottle.
“But seriously, if there was a way we could have a baby together, would you want to?” Taylor asked as he propped up looking at Isaac. Isaac sat there for a few minutes lost in his own thoughts when the sound of Zac’s empty bottle snapped him back. “Ike?” Taylor said softly as he turn to him a smile creeping upon his lips.
“Yeah I would.”
“Boys honestly this is a thrilling idea, I have no idea what to say.” she said looking at the two of them. She was giving Zac a quick checkup, Isaac noticed a bit of a high fever on the monitor when he was checking on Zac during his nap.
“I’ll have to do some work and see what I can come up with for you.” she smiled as he looked up at her smiling. “Everything’s fine boys, I think he just got a little too warm during his nap.” she said patting his chest. Isaac pick Zac up from the bed, as he said “Good we just wanted to be sure.” as he began to play with him. Zac smiled as he tried to laugh. “Is he always that happy?” Dr Lawrence asked with a chuckle as Taylor nodded with a smile as he said “You should have met him before he got sick, he was always running around acting crazy, making everyone laugh.” Dr. Lawrence smiled as she said “I believe that, and living with Isaac, I can see how it rubbed off.” Taylor only chuckled as he continued to watch them play as Dr. Lawrence slipped out.
Taylor smiled as he slipped in the bed next to Isaac and slipped his arm around his waist lightly kissing his neck. Isaac gasped as he turn to him, meeting him for a deep kiss. Isaac froze as he got out of bed “I’m sorry Tay, I really am, I didn’t mean to kiss you like that.” Taylor hushed him as he got up “Maybe I liked it Isaac, maybe I want this.” he said softly as he walked over to him, “You’d hate me if you knew what I wanted” Isaac said as he sat on the bed feeling as if he were losing his mind.
“Why would you think that? What is it that you really want Isaac?” He asked sitting next to him trying to calm him down ” I need to feel you…in me” Taylor felt his breath catch in his throat as he lean in kissing Isaac deeper than they had already. Taylor smiled as he pulled away pulling stripping away his shirt as Isaac gasped at the lean slender body that had a delicate curve of developing muscle, Taylor lean back in kissing Isaac as he help take away his shirt as he slipped his arms around Isaac, carefully leaning him back on the bed as he kissed his neck listening to Isaac’s ragged breaths as his kisses travel down Isaac’s body til he made it to his shorts.
Taylor carefully slide away Isaac’s shorts slowly as he kissed his hips and thighs, changing as he went up the other side stopping at Isaac’s waist as he looked up “God your so beautiful.” he said softly, Isaac’s muscles were a bit more defined but still had that slight curve to them as his did, Taylor resumed his kissing as he carefully spread Isaac’s thighs as his finger gently line the hole that brought Zac back into the world, Isaac whimpered as Taylor smiled as he gently began to play, stretching the hole that had gotten pretty tight in just 24 hours. Isaac gripped tight to the bed as he moaned and whimpered at the teasing as he begged, “Taylor please!”
Taylor stood up letting his shorts fall to the floor as Isaac sat up looking at him in all his glory. “Holy crap, your huge.” Isaac said as Taylor climbed on top of him as they backed up on the bed Taylor’s hands cradling Isaac’s head as he lie back Taylor attacking his neck with kisses as he stopped asking “Are you sure your ok for this?”
Isaac looked into his eyes as he said “I’m sure, and I trust you.” Taylor smiled as he lean in kissing Isaac softly, He sat up as he line himself with the lightly stretched hole and guided his hard cock in gasping at the tightness.
“Oh my god you feel so good Ike!” Taylor said as he waited getting used to the silk like walls enveloping his member as the walls throbbed around him, he carefully pulled out just enough as he shoved back in. Isaac crying his name as he lay on top of him repeating the motions carefully not to harm the precious soul beneath him as Isaac wrapped his legs around Taylor’s waist feeling his pace quicken, as he lightly squeaked out Taylor looking down into his eyes a hand freeing its self as he reached up wiping away a tear that had slipped from Isaac’s eyes. “Am I hurting you sweetheart?” he asked as he slowed, Isaac only smiled as he pulled him in for a kiss.
A tingling was forming in the low of Taylor’s stomach as he started to pound Isaac furiously as he felt Isaac’s breath against his skin as whimpers escaped his lips. Isaac cried out as he felt him self explode between he and Taylor, only a second later, he watched Taylor’s climax hit as he felt the hot creamy liquid fill his stomach as Taylor still looked deep into his eyes as he came down from his high. Carefully pulling out as he lay beside Isaac not caring about the mess over their stomachs or the clothes strewn on the floor as they lay together softly whispering ‘I love you’ and trading gentle kisses as they soon fell asleep wrapped up in each others arms.
Taylor smiled listening to Isaac play with Zac in the sitting area “What are you doing?” He heard as Isaac laughed. Taylor climbed from the bed as he pulled on some shorts and a t shirt, He walked over standing in the door way watching the two, Zac sitting up as he as bent forward trying to crawl, as he flop forward and began to fuss as Isaac chuckled “Oh Zac it’s ok!” He said with a laugh as he sat him up looking up at Taylor as he smiled sitting Zac in his lap. He pointed to Taylor as he said “There’s Taylor! Say Hello!” Isaac wave Zac’s tiny hand as he looked at Taylor and laughed.
“Hey Zaccy!” Taylor said as he picked Zac up he lay a kiss against his forehead as he held Zac against him. Zac was still fussing when Taylor said “Some things wrong, His hearts pounding.” Taylor said Isaac looked at him alarmed as a nurse entered taking him from Taylor with out saying a word. Isaac ran to the crib where the little boy had been sitting this morning when he woke up and looked at the monitor. “Oh God, His heart rate is 135.” Taylor stood next to him rubbing his back.
“Calm down and we’ll go find out what happen ok?” he soothes, Isaac on the verge of tears, he turns Isaac to him pulling him in, resting his head on his shoulder, as Isaac deep breathing indicated he was trying to calm down. Isaac stood at the Nursery window watching as Dr. Lawrence listen to Zac’s heart as he sucked on his pacifier She nodded with a smile as she reach down petting him. Isaac smiled as she headed towards the door, He gave Taylor a light shake to wake him up.
Taylor sat up as Dr. Lawernece exited the nursery she gave a sigh as she sat down.
“What’s Zac’s blood type?” she asked looking at the two. “O postive I think, why whats going on?” Isaac asked as he sat down.
“The virus wasn’t fully destroyed. Some of it must have been hiding in the placenta though it was minimal it still causing problems.” Dr. Lawernece rubbed her neck as she added “Which of you is O positive?” Taylor lifted his hand as she nodded, saying “I’ll need a pint of blood from you, we’ll have to cycle it out like with Dialysis but instead of just cleaning the blood it would replace Zac’s with yours.” Taylor nodded as Isaac asked “And if this doesn’t work?”
“I could try the regeneration process again, but even at that it may not work.” Dr. Lawernce said as she rub the back of her neck. “When do I give?” Taylor inquired as Dr Lawrence sighed “I can take you now if you’d like.” Taylor nodded as she got up, He and Isaac following her to the lab where Isaac had been given his Orivan for his pregnancy. A nurse help him up on the bed as she tied off Taylor’s arm at the crook, lightly pressing to find a vein.
Taylor stare at the ceiling as he felt the needle pass into his arm, the nurse removed the elastic tie as she said “It’s ok if you want to look now, just be sure to make a fist every couple of seconds ok?” Taylor nodded as Isaac took his hand with a smile “Will this help?” Taylor only smirked as he nodded again, relaxing and closed his eyes.
It had been several minutes, Isaac standing over him lightly petting him when he watched his complexion go from healthy to pale a little too quickly. “Tay?” He said lightly shaking him. He didn’t respond “Taylor!” Isaac was beginning to panic this time as his nurse hurried over, moving Isaac out of the way “He’ about to get sick!” she grabbed a Bio hazard bag as Taylor started to vomit. After a few more times another nurse rushed over to help, as the nurse said “If he doesn’t wake up I’ll have to stop and we’ll need to look at another option” her accoplice looked her in fear as she said “There’s not going to be another option, we need to try and finish the bag, He’s not got that much.” The nurse rolled Taylor on his back as he began to come to. Isaac hurried over “Tay?” he called softly as he watched the shockingly pale blue eyes open, “Ike what happen?” Taylor asked just above a whisper, “You blacked out on us sweetheart.” Isaac lightly petted him as Taylor said “I’m sorry Ike, I promise I am.”
Isaac continued to pet him as the nurse stepped over “Your all finished, nice full bag too.” She pulled the needle pressing a cotton ball against it applying a band aid like they did with Isaac a few days ago she picked up a blue elastic wrap, wrapping it comfortably around Taylor’s arm. He was carefully help from his bed, Taylor stood next to Isaac as Dr. Lawrence entered to check on every thing smiling when she saw the full bag of blood. Isaac was holding Taylor carefully when he suddenly began to fall. “Tay!” He called as he grabbed him tightly, Taylor woke up with a jolt as Isaac stood him back up “Are you ok!?” Dr. Lawerence asked as she hurried to him. “He’s probably weak, he passed out on us once when we were taking some blood.” the nurse said Dr. Lawernce nodded as she said “Take him on back to your room Isaac, I’ll come and tell you whats going on with Zac just make sure he gets some rest and don’t let him up if you can help it.” Isaac nodded as he scoop Taylor up heading to his room, Taylor had fallen to sleep by the time he arrived.
Isaac smiled as he watched the younger man as he stood at the door “Good morning Sleeping Beauty” he joked as craddled Zac against his chest in the rocking chair. Taylor smiled “Hey, when did she bring him?” Isaac chuckled as he watched him yawn “I just go him back about a half hour ago, Dr Lawrence said everything went great and we shouldn’t have anymore problems.” Taylor nodded as he smirked watching Isaac with Zac, “Come on and stretch back out, you don’t need to be up unless you have to.” Isaac said Taylor again nodded as he lay on the couch, falling back to sleep before he knew it.
Isaac smiled as he draped a blanket over Taylor, still sleeping from earlier, Isaac lightly kissed his check as he went to check on Zac and climb in the bed. Taylor was the first up the next morning smiling at the boy who would now be one years old, he was standing in his crib his dark brown eyes full of curiosity as he reached up for Taylor. “Good morning!” He said as he lifted his little brother from the crib “Come on and lets get you some breakfast ok?” Taylor whispered as he slip past Isaac sleeping soundly.
“Hey! I was beginning to wonder about you.” Taylor joked a few hours later as he sat with Zac in the floor a picture of their family in his hand as he pointed out Walker and Diana “Thats Mama say Mama.”
“Mama” Zac said, Isaac couldn’t help but melt at the sweet tiny voice coming from him.
“Good Job!! Thats Daddy say Dada.”
“Dada” Taylor giggled hugging the little boy as he said “Yes good job Zac!”
Taylor put the picture away as he pointed to Isaac saying “Thats Isaac, say Hi Ike!”
Zac slipped out of Taylor’s lap as he crawled over, using Isaac’s pants to help him stand up lifting his arms as he said “Up Ike”
Isaac couldn’t help but laugh as he reach down picking him up as he kissed his cheek.
“When did he start talking?” He asked as Taylor got up from the floor.
“Not long after he got up, he kept saying ‘Mama’ looking for you, I kept trying to correct him so I got the picture out and started show him who was who.” Taylor explained as he reached up pulling Isaac in for a kiss. “Were you calling me Mama? Were you calling me Mama? I’m not mama, I’m Ike!” He teased Zac who just laughed as Isaac attacked his neck.
Isaac giggled as he watched Zac trying to walk as he flop down again, Isaac stood up as he took Zac’s hands as he took steps forward and started to fuss. “Zac its ok!” he said but Zac still fussed untill Isaac let him go. Zac took another step flopping back down, and got himself back up, Isaac stood close by his hands at a distance as Zac tried to walk again on his own taking a few steps as he lost his balance. Isaac reached out catching him, standing back up as he tried again.
“Your missing it!” Isaac laughed as Taylor stepped back into the room from his shower as Isaac added “He’s trying to walk by himself.”
“Really? Awesome, he must remember how” Taylor smiled as he pulled on his jeans and shirt, crouching down “Come here Zac” he said clapping his hands, Isaac let go of Zac’s waist as he toddled over, falling half way as Taylor reached out grabbing him standing him back up. He backed up again encouraging the little boy who teetered for a second as he started towards Taylor again. He couldn’t help but laugh as Zac made it to him, Taylor picked him up with a light toss as Zac laughed too. “Great Job!! Now go get Ike.” Taylor said as he sat the little boy down holding him steady as Isaac encouraged him, laughing as he scooped him up when he made it as he giggled, Isaac kissed his cheek as he pretend to attack him with a tickling as Zac just laughed harder.
Rebirth {3/?}
Isaac was worried out of his mind, it had been nearly two hours, even though it had been a simple fall Taylor had lost a lot of blood. He had been pacing the floor for the last hour, and the nurse with him at the station name Ashley was trying to calm him down as he said “Isaac he’s going to be ok, if you keep stressing your self out your going to cause premature labor.” Isaac had never been one with a temper, but even he was surprised how harsh he sounded as he snapped. “I KNOW THAT OK?! I heard someone say something about a brain hemarage. I’m sorry I’m a bit scared, I kind of have the right to be.” Isaac sat down as he started to cry, Ashley grabbing Taylor’s chart as he carried it over to him, flipping a few pages as he said “These are the results of his last few tests.” He hand Isaac the chart as he looked up at him taking it. “His CT scan came back normal, it looks like its just a concussion, and a simple cut on the back of his head.” Ashley said.
“And he just woke up and he’s asking for you.” Dr. Lawrence said as the two looked over at her standing next to the station as she walked over taking Taylor’s chart making some quick notes. She closed the chart as she said “Come on, we’ll be moving him to your room shortly.” Ashley help Isaac up from his chair as he followed Dr. Lawrence, He smiled as he entered the room where Taylor was, his young brother calling out to him, Isaac hurried to his side as he said. ” Hey sweetheart, how do you feel?” Isaac took his hand as his brother said weakly. “Sleepy, my head still kind of hurts, how’s Zac?” Isaac chuckled as he carefully petted him as he said softly “He’s fine baby, restless since you fell.” Taylor’s hand reached out lightly scratching Isaac’s belly, Isaac smiled it was almost as if Zac knew it was Taylor as he settled down.
They had been moved back into Isaac’s room, Taylor had fallen back to sleep as Isaac was finishing up his check up for the third time. “He’s doing great Isaac, moving along very well” Dr Lawrence smiled patting Isaac’s belly. “How’s Taylor?” Isaac asked glancing over as he wiped away the gel from the ultrasound.
“A little Tylenol and a good nights rest and he should be just fine.” Dr Lawrence smiled at his concern.
“Can I tell you something Dr. Lawrence? Just between us?” Isaac asked as she looked at him awkwardly giving him a nod as he continues “I know this maybe wrong, but I’m in love with him, and he feels the same about me. That’s why I’m so worried about him.”
“Isaac, I want you to know, I believe in love of every shape, form, and state. Brothers or not, here your love is legal and no one will stop you.” Dr. Lawrence said sternly as she rested her hand on his as he smiled trying to hold back his tears as he said “Thank You.” She only smiled as she reached over hugging him, as he sniffed.
“You just rest, he’s being monitored at the nurses station by a patch on his shoulder, it monitors everything from his blood pressure to his brain waves.” Dr Lawrence said as she pulled away, patting his shoulder. Taking her word Isaac made him self comfortable and tried to sleep, though most the night Zac slept Isaac couldn’t as he worried about Taylor, waking up ever few hours to check to see if he was breathing.
Taylor was just beginning to wake up as Isaac smiled sitting on the edge of his bed, as he gently tucked a piece of his hair behind his ear. “Good morning.” he said softly caressing his cheek, Taylor smiled back he sat up Isaac trying to help him. “Baby no, I got it, Besides, I don’t want you to hurt Zac.” but being stubborn Isaac still helped him.”Did you sleep well?” he smiled as Isaac sat back down, Taylor reached out tucking back a piece of Isaac’s shoulder length wavy blonde hair, Isaac chuckled as he admitted “Not much, I was more worried about you.”
Taylor softly smiled as he pulled Isaac in for a kiss, he couldn’t resist a giggle at the blush on Isaac’s cheeks when he pulled away. “Oh Shut up.” Isaac said as he grinned, Taylor reaching up lightly caressing his cheek as he said “It’s cute Ike.” his cheeks turn darker as Isaac smiled as Taylor added “Well you will do nothing but bed rest for that.” Isaac started to say something as Taylor pushed up his jaw shutting his mouth as he continued “Unless you’re going to the bathroom you are staying in bed, you need to sleep or at least get in a good nap for Zac’s sake” Taylor said with a smile, as Isaac smiled back nodding, Taylor rested back against his pillows as he reached out resting his hand on Isaac’s stomach.
“Hey Zac…he kicked! I felt him kick!” Taylor laughed as Isaac giggled as he said
“Wait until you feel him move, when mom was pregnant with Zac, the first time I felt him move, for some reason, it made me want to cry.” Isaac looked down as he said “That’s why I cried the night we had his scare was because he was moving, I was scared something had happen but. . . it was so beautiful just that simple thing.” Taylor was caught by surprise when Isaac looked back up and a tear slipped down his face, Taylor reached up wiping it away as he scooted closer softly kissing Isaac, as he pulled away he lightly straighten a few locks of fallen hair that framed Isaac’s face where the rest was pulled back. As their eyes locked Taylor said “If you could see how beautiful you look right now.” Isaac chuckled as he sniffed and said “Tay, he’s moving” Taylor reached down resting his hand on Isaac’s stomach gasping at the movements inside. “Don’t cry on me Tay, come on!” Isaac laughed as Taylor sniffed as he said “We’re so truly blessed he’s gonna be ok and born healthy.” Isaac nodded as he kissed Taylor’s forehead.
Taylor groaned “Sorry, I messed up the chords again” he said Isaac just giggled “It’s ok”
Taylor only smiled as he looked back up at Isaac’s stomach, reaching out to scratch it when he was surprised
by how hard it felt. “Ike are you feeling ok?” He asked as he lightly pressed Isaac nodded as he said “Yeah I’m fine why?”
“Your stomach is really hard, I’m worried Ike I’m gonna get a nurse.” Taylor said as He sat down the guitar hurrying out before Isaac could say anything.
“I just went to scratch his belly and if felt really hard…it made me worried after the cyst scare from a few days ago.” Taylor said following the nurse in as she walked over lightly pressing on Isaac’s stomach. “Its nothing really to worry about, there known as Braxton-Hicks Contractions, they just kind of prepare the body for what’s to come when Zac will be born, their painless now, but the closer Isaac gets to the birth the more he’ll begin to feel them, they are always irregular, as to where labor contractions are spaced apart and consist ant.” She smiled “Its good your concerned we can monitor Isaac better this way.” she said patting his back as she exited.
“I told you I was ok.” Isaac said cradling his stomach as Taylor sighed as he sat down.
“I know, I was just worried.” he said as he started to strum again.
“Tay, he’ll be ok, I’ll be ok, we just need to get through the next few hours.” Isaac said as Taylor stopped and looked up. “Ike I know, its just with all the problems he had when he was born it makes me worry if he’ll have the same problems… as he did before.” He sighed setting the guitar on the floor propped against the bed.
“Tay you were two when he was born, and he was early which is why he had so many problems.” Isaac said as he run his hand over his stomach smiling as he felt the kicks from Zac. “I’ve heard mom talk about it alot which is how I know about it.” Taylor elaborated as he hand met Isaac’s smiling at the kicks. “He’s made it this far, and doesn’t have much longer, I think he’ll be ok.” Isaac smiled as Taylor got up meeting him for a kiss. “You want to get back on this song or what?” He asked as they pulled away Isaac chuckled as he nodded.
Isaac shifted as he felt a pressure on his back, his stomach also felt hard again, he was just beginning to feel his fake contractions and if they felt like this now he was wondering how they would be when Zac would finally come later that night.
“You Ok?” Tay asked as he glanced over, as Isaac let out a light moan.
“Yeah just starting to feel some false labor contractions, they’ll die off shortly” He said as he sat him self up
“Do you need me to get some help or are you ok?” Taylor asked as he reached back rubbing Isaac’s back.
“No, I’m ok and before you ask yeah I’m sure.” Isaac said as he started to relax. Taylor nodded as he took Isaac’s hand.
“Ok Isaac, since we are nearing birth time, I’m going to see if you’ve dilated any so just lie back and try to relax” Dr. Lawrence said as she propped his legs up on the edges of the bed, he slowly exhaled as he felt a pressure on his hips as he hissed.
“I’m sorry if that hurt.”She said looking up sincerely.
“Braxton its ok, I couldn’t feel anything really.” Isaac said as he lowered his legs and propped him self back up.
“Are they getting stronger?” she asked smoothing down his blanket after throwing away her gloves.
“Yeah they have been for the last few hours, and there getting pretty steady too.” Isaac said as Taylor rubbed his arm as he breathed slowly.
“That’s a good sign it means he’ll be here sooner, and to top that your about 3 centimeters dilated.” Dr. Lawrence said as she rubbed Isaac’s belly. Taylor sat at the edge of his bed pulling Isaac’s hair back, fixing it back the way it was with part of it fallen, framing his face, he was beautiful that way. He smiled kissing Isaac’s cheek, forgetting for a moment Dr. Lawrence was still in the room, when it came to him he blushed furiously as he looked back at her as she giggled “That’s not what you think it was…” Taylor stuttered as Isaac clasped his hand over Taylor’s mouth. “Tay, she knows, shut up.” Isaac said as Dr Lawrence only started to laugh as he turn to Isaac who smiled as she said “It’s ok, Taylor, to me love is love, it shouldn’t matter, age, race, religion, or relation.” Isaac removed his hand as Taylor gently smiled as he said “Thank you.” She only nodded as she exited the room leaving them alone.
Taylor turn back to Isaac just as another contraction started, he took Isaac’s hand trying to soothe him as it passed followed seconds later by another one. “I hate this!” Isaac whined as Taylor sighed “I know, hopefully he’ll be here soon.” as he reached over rubbing Isaac’s stomach. “I doubt you’ll get much, but do you want to try to sleep?” Taylor asked after the contraction finished. “I should we haven’t had much luck resting today as it is.” Isaac said, as Taylor smiled with a nod as he met Isaac for a kiss as he got ready for bed. As Taylor looked over to say goodnight, he smiled as he noticed Isaac was sleeping already. “I love you.”He whispered as he turn off the lights climbing in the bed.
He didn’t know what time it was, all Isaac knew was he as burning up as he started to wake up, he kicked off the blanket covering his legs as he reached up resting his hand on his forehead. he was sweating pretty hard as he used his wrist, his forehead was warm, he hissed as another false labor contraction started, but something was wrong, it was getting worse. The contraction kept building as Isaac cried out, a pain searing up his spine, startled Taylor flipped on the lights. “Ike what’s wrong baby?” He asked hurrying over as Isaac grasped his stomach with one hand as he squeezed to railing on his bed for dear life. Taylor hit the blue button on the wall as two nurses rushed in, one rushed over pulling back Isaac’s sheet revealing a soaked sheet beneath him.
“Get Amy in here Now!” one of the nurses, a lady said as her accomplice ran out. A few seconds later 4 nurses rushed in with Dr. Lawrence, one handed Taylor a set of scrubs to throw on as two helped Isaac from his bed to change the sheets and lay down some towels.
“Fevers at 101.3″ said one of the nurses after checking his temperature with an ear thermometer.
“Isaac, its ok.” Taylor called out as he heard him begin to cry at the contraction that started causing his knees to buckle the two nurses standing around him grabbed tight to him to keep him from falling as Taylor pulled his hair back and hurried over taking Isaac’s hand as he tried to calm him.
“Taylor get on the bed, then Ray and Deanna help Isaac on the bed with Taylor behind him.” Dr. Lawrence said, Taylor climbed on the bed as she had instructed, he carefully lean Isaac back against him as took both hands and tried to calm him some.
“It’s ok sweetheart, its all gonna be over soon.” He said listening to Isaac trying to breathe as Dr. Lawrence sat on the bed “Ok Isaac, set your feet on each side of the bed, perfect, now just relax while I see how far Zac has to go ok?” Isaac whined at the thought of having to go through more contractions, nurse placed a cool cloth against Isaac’s forehead to bring his fever down.
“Your all set Isaac! When you have your next contraction I want you to push as hard as you can.” She said as she watched him wince “Push Isaac” she said as he complied trying to hold back a scream as she said “Stop when it does.” he obeyed seconds later listening to Taylor’s encouragement as he whimpered “Oh god it hurts”
“Hold on, baby you can do this.” Taylor said as he felt Isaac squeezing his hands “Push Isaac come on.” Dr. Lawrence said watching him strain, she checked again spying Zac’s head. “Great Job Isaac, I can see him.” she smiled as she wiped away a little blood and fluid, Isaac whined as he gave a few breaths as he gave another push.
“Good Job Isaac! You’re doing beautiful!” she smiled as one of the nurses lay a towel on Isaac’s belly. She watched Isaac as he stopped catching his breath, exhaustion was taking over as another contraction started He whined as he gave another push. “His head is almost out Isaac come on your really close!” Dr. Lawrence called out as he cried out. “Its ok, come on Isaac, its ok.” Taylor said rubbing his hands with his thumbs as he listen to Isaac start to cry again “shh shh shh, come on you’re doing great.” he encouraged as Isaac began to push again letting a scream escape his throat. “Head’s out! Last one sweetheart.” Dr Lawrence said with a smile reaching in, Isaac lay his head back on Taylor’s shoulder as he cried “No, please!” Taylor reached up petting him as he said “You can’t give up baby, come on you can do this.”
“Tay please I can’t.” Taylor hushed him as he said “You made it this far Isaac, yes you can now come on.”
Isaac breathing in deeply gave another push as it freed Zac’s shoulders, Dr Lawrence pulling him as his cries filled the room, Taylor made Isaac open his eyes, he started to sob, Taylor kissed his cheek as Zac was lay against his chest. Isaac’s smiled as he turn meeting Taylor for a kiss as the nurses clamped the cord as the rest of the cord was cut and carefully pulled out. “I’m so proud of you.” Taylor said as they kissed again, one of the nurses finished drying Zac. Isaac smiled as he hushed Zac and was sat up helping Taylor from behind his brother. He kissed Isaac’s temple again as he smiled “Gives new meaning to ‘Baby Brother’ doesn’t it?” Isaac chuckled as he nodded, meeting Taylor for another kiss.
Rebirth {2/?}
Once hooked up to his antibiotic, Isaac was given clearance to go where ever he chose as long as his IV stand went with him. after a quick change of clothes, and Taylor retrieving Isaac’s guitar from the trunk of his car, the two ventured out to the garden area out back to play and write some songs.
“Hey Ike, you ok? You look a little sick” Taylor said as he sat the guitar down watching Isaac stretch out in the grass. “Yeah, just a little queasy.” He said taking a deep breath trying to get his stomach to quit lurching.
“Do you need to go inside? I’m sure they won’t mind us playing in our room with the door closed” Taylor said as he stretched out next to his brother and began to rub his stomach, Isaac smiled as he said “Oh thanks, that is really helping right now.” Taylor just smiled as he looked at his watch, and said “Whoa hey we need to head back inside anyway its almost lunch time and for your check up.” Isaac groaned as Taylor stopped and helped him up, taking the IV stand as they headed back inside.
“Hi Isaac did you enjoy being out side for a bit?” Dr. Lawrence said as she slipped on a pair of gloves as Isaac nodded “What I have here is a concentrated prenatal cocktail, it has all the same ingredient as prenatal vitamins you will get this in 15 milligrams once a day.” She said drawing up the liquid into the syringe in her hand. Dr Lawrence injected the vitamin mix into Isaac’s IV in his hand, as she smiled.
“Lets have a peek on Zac shall we?” She said as she rolled Isaac’s shirt up, squeezing some of the gel onto his stomach. Dr. Lawrence lightly pressed the wand against Isaac’s stomach as she smiled, and said ” Everything looks normal, Tell me Isaac have you been feeling a little sick at all today?”
“I have yes, I was when Taylor and I were outside.” Isaac said as he smiled at Zac and asked “Where would he be right now if this were a normal pregnancy?” Dr. Lawrence looked back at the monitor as she responded “I would say around 6 or 7 weeks. At a stretch 8 or 9″ She turn off the ultrasound laying a napkin on Isaac’s stomach to wipe off any excess gel.
“Your sickness is completely normal, it should be gone by tomorrow when you enter the second trimester.” Dr Lawrence said as she checked the IV above Isaac’s head as he pulled his shirt down. “Do you need a nurse to bring you anything?” Isaac shook his head as Taylor spoke up “If we kept the door closed do you think it would be ok if we wrote some songs on Isaac’s guitar?”
“Of course, But I would leave the door open to be honest, I think the nurses would enjoy the music as well.” Dr. Lawrence smiled as she added “I will see you gentle men at 6 this evening.” Taylor chuckled as she exited.
“Do you mind if I try to take a nap before we take a crack at more songs? I’m just kind of tired.” Isaac said as Taylor just chuckled and nodded “Just toss me the remote ok?” Isaac picked it up off the bed giving it a light toss as it landed on the bed.
Taylor wasn’t sure when he had nodded off, but when he woke up to someone in the bathroom and Isaac’s bed empty he was sure it wasn’t Cupid after too much candy. He lightly knocked on the door before nudging it open. Isaac sat against the bathroom wall holding his stomach as he tried to catch his breath. Taylor grabbed a wash cloth dampening it as he crouch down next to Isaac wiping his forehead. “Thanks” Isaac said softly as he took the cloth as he finished wiping his face and added “I can see why mom hated this, it kind of sucks” Taylor just chuckled as he offered to help Isaac up from the floor, taking it easy as he helped Isaac to his bed. A nurse had just stepped in the room as she caught them coming from the bathroom asking “Is everything alright?”
“Morning sickness, in the middle of the afternoon, completely normal.” Isaac said as a joke, the nurse just smiled as she said “Do want me to bring you anything for it?” Isaac nodded as Taylor helped him into bed, He was just beginning to relax as the nurse brought his medicine. “This is Emotrol, its really great for nausea.” Isaac took the small cup downing the shot quickly as he nodded his ‘Thanks’ to the nurse as she stepped out.
“Why don’t you try to get some more rest.” Isaac nodded as he said “Will you sing to me Tay?” Taylor smiled at the request as he moved over to Isaac’s bed sitting in the chair. Isaac half asleep looked up at his younger brother. “I can see why the fans think your so beautiful.” Taylor smirked as he ran his fingers through Isaac’s hair “It hurts me they don’t see you in that same light.”
“I love you in a way I shouldn’t Taylor.” Isaac whispered “Its ok, maybe I feel the same.” Taylor smiled as he lightly petted Isaac, he leaned in meeting Isaac for a kiss. “I love you.” he said placing a kiss on Isaac’s forehead as he began to softly hum, watching his eyes fall close. He couldn’t believe he had admitted that, Taylor couldn’t believe Isaac had either. Taylor listen as the Isaac’s breathing even out, meaning he was asleep He sat down in the chair next to the bed, he took Isaac’s hand as he rested his head against the bed.
Isaac began to wake up, he wasn’t sure of the time as he looked over next to his bed, he smiled as he lifted his hand petting the young boy still sleeping. With his mind reflecting on the conversation from before he went back to sleep, Isaac was surprised in what he had admitted. Sure it was true but still he couldn’t believe it, that would have been the secrete he would have carried to his grave. But now he knew, and he had accepted it, it was surreal almost. He gently nudged Taylor as he began to wake up, his sleepy blue eyes looking up at him, he couldn’t help but smile.
“Hi boys” Dr Lawrence smiled as she slipped into the room adding. “I decided to come early, I’m heading out shortly and to wanted to do a check up on Zac before I left.” `Taylor sat up wiping the sleep from his eyes as he yawed. “Hey now, no doing that, its contagious!” Dr Lawrence smiled as Taylor chuckled. “Just lay back Isaac, and relax.” she smiled as she gently pressed on his stomach, nodding as she said “Everything feels fine, lets just take a quick peek then dinner should be here.”
Dr. Lawrence turn on the ultrasound machine as she adjusted Isaac’s shirt and pants, she squeezed on a little gel, as she picks up the wand, applying light pressure as she watched the screen. “Zac is doing fine, but we do have something to watch out for. You have three cysts which are little pockets of blood, they are normal during pregnancy and will go away.” she said as Isaac nodded saying “Is there a reason to be concerned?”
“Not with as small as they are. if they were to get bigger then yes we might have an issue. but as small as they are I doubt they will. I’ll be on call from my team for the night just to be safe.” She smiled as she turn off the ultra sound. “Your doctor for the night will be Dr. Rochester, I am going to rest. I’ve been here for nearly 37 hours and about to drop.” Dr. Lawrence smiled as Isaac and Taylor both laughed. “You go home and rest, we’ll see you tomorrow.” Isaac said, she checked his IV and smiled. “Goodnight boys.”
“I will see you in the morning, I love you.” Taylor said as he gave Isaac a kiss, Isaac sneaking another as Taylor tried to pull away. Taylor laughed kissing his cheek as he finally pulled away only to have Isaac pull him back in, wrapping his arms around his brothers waist. ” I wish you could sleep up here with me.” he said softly in Taylor’s ear. “I know I know, I wish I could too, get some sleep ok?” Taylor smiled kissing him again as he headed for bed killing the lights with him. Isaac sighed as he relaxed, his hand resting on his stomach,a light pressure was building up but Isaac just brushed it off as he lay there whispering to Zac “Stay safe ok?” Isaac smiled as he let his eyes closed.
He hadn’t been asleep that long two hours maybe three, as he woke up to go to the bathroom. The pressure in his stomach had worsen but Isaac still brushed it off as gas from supper not quite ready to make its exit. As he finished Isaac let his pants down just below a slight bulge. He couldn’t resist a smile as he turn side ways looking in the mirror. His arms wrapping around his stomach he whispered ‘Hang in there Zac your almost ready.” Isaac lowered his shirt as he headed back to bed as he noticed he was just beginning to show. He stretched out in his bed rubbing his stomach as he felt sleep spilling back over him. It had been another hour or two when Isaac woke up in need to go to the bathroom again. He had always heard that you would use the bathroom a lot when you were pregnant but this was ridiculous, a pain hit his stomach as he stood up he cried out as he doubled over grasping the bed rail to keep him self from falling in the floor.
Taylor flipped on the lights and froze when he saw the sight on the behind his brother, with out a word Taylor got up slapping the blue button on the wall. As he hurried over to Isaac who had just seen the blood on his clothes, he looked over on the bed behind him horrified of the pool on the bed. A nurse and Dr. Rochester rushing in. “Oh god, Get Lawrence on the phone and down here now.” Rochester said as the nurse ran out and two more hurried in, one ran over stripping away the bloody sheets as another hurried Isaac into the bathroom to clean him up. Once everything was cleaned up Dr. Rochester was waiting with the ultrasound machine on as he helped Isaac back on the clean sheets, he pulled back Isaac’s clean shirt as he quickly squeezed gel on Isaac’s stomach running the wand over it. The room fell silent as Dr. Rochester turn up the sound to the ultrasound and move the wand a couple of times til a sweet sound filled the room. Zac’s heartbeat, Isaac let a few tears slip as Taylor kissed his temple. “Its ok, he’s ok.” Taylor said as Dr. Rochester moved the wand again.
“So that’s it, you had cysts that burst.” he said as he quickly glanced over Isaac’s chart. “There were three of them.” They heard as all three turn to the door, Dr Lawrence walking in. “They must have Amy with all the blood that was on his clothes and all.” Dr Rochester said as she nodded saying “Bed rest til your second check up tomorrow and a unit of blood just to be safe for Zac sake.”
“Would you like something to help you relax?” a nurse said. Isaac nodded and said “Hot Chocolate would be great.” The nurse smiled as she said “Very appropriate, it started to snow an hour ago and it’s coming down pretty good.” Isaac only smiled as a curious Taylor got up as she left looking out the window at the tiny flakes flurrying around. “Wow it really is coming down.” Taylor turn back to Isaac surprised to see him upset.
“Isaac, what’s wrong?” he asked softly as he walked over sitting on the edge of the bed moving the hair that hung in his face. “My hormones are messing with me for the first time.” Isaac chuckled, but Taylor knew better as he said “No, come on what’s going through your head?”
“I was so scared he would be dead Tay.” Isaac said as he looked up tears on his face, he quickly reached up wiping them away as Taylor took his hand, their eyes locking. “I know, I was too.” Taylor said as he reached up with his free hand wiping away a stray tear. The nurse had return with his hot chocolate, but seeing the moment going on she sat it down and quietly backed out of the room before she was even noticed. Isaac sniffed as he looked down, as he said “How would we have explained this?” Taylor shook his head with a sigh as he said “Don’t think like that, he’s safe, he has a strong heartbeat-” Taylor froze as the look on Isaac’s face asking nervously “Isaac what’s wrong?” Isaac reached over taking Taylor’s hand pressing it against his stomach.
“What is it?” He said as Isaac waved his hand as Taylor quite down. Isaac looked up at him with a smile as he chuckled “He’s kicking, can you feel it he’s kicking!” Taylor shook his head “Its maybe a little early for me to feel it through the skin, but the fact he’s moving is incredible after the scare we’ve had.” Isaac nodded as Taylor looked over on the small table by the door. “Hey your Hot Chocolates here.” He said as he got up retrieving the mug still very warm. “You drink it, this is relaxing to me enough.” Isaac smiled as he ran his hand over his stomach as Zac continued to move. Taylor smiled as he walked back over to the bed sitting back down on the edge as he took a sip. “Are you sure its really good.” Isaac nodded with a smile.
Taylor smiled as he looked over Isaac had fallen back to sleep and it was beautiful to watch. Dr. Lawrence had just finished his morning check up a good 30 minutes ago, Zac was still ok and Isaac’s blood volume was back to normal and they had taken the empty bag away. He was still on bed rest which Isaac wouldn’t argue with after being awake since about 3 am. Taylor got up walking over, he pull the blanket from the end of Isaac’s bed, tucking him in. He reached up softly petting, tucking a piece of hair behind his ear as he leaned in delicately kissing Isaac’s lips.
Isaac’s eyes fluttered open as he smiled at Taylor. “Go back to sleep baby, you two need it.” Taylor said softly as he reached down rubbing Isaac’s stomach. “I’m ok, I’ll just sleep better tonight if I don’t” Isaac chuckled as he rolled his eyes. “Will you at least try to catch a nap later?” Taylor said Isaac nodded as he said ” Tay, thanks for agreeing to this and for staying with me.” the blue eyed boy smiled as he reached out cupping Isaac’s cheek, Isaac just nuzzled the soft touch as Taylor met him for a kiss then rested against his chest, his hand caressing the small stomach that was showing more from the first time Isaac looked at it last night before the scare.
Taylor bent forward lightly kissing Isaac’s stomach as he whispered “Be careful Zac, we love and need you.”
“He’s moving again, too bad you can’t feel it.” Isaac said softly his hands running through Taylor’s hair.
When he didn’t respond Isaac looked down at him smiling at him as he slept.
“Alright everything looks great Zac is doing very well, and you sir can be off bed rest” Dr Lawrence smiled as she turn off the ultrasound gently feeling around Isaac’s stomach. “I would say he is almost one pound and about eleven inches, which would put you at around 23 to 24 weeks. That’s moving very well, and he should be born tomorrow night, I would try to guess a time but it usually goes well over.” she said as Isaac gave a laugh.
“Hey when will Taylor be able to feel Zac moving?” Isaac asked as he adjusted his shirt.
“Probably not until this time tomorrow, its hard wanting him to feel something so inspiring and amazing when only you can.” Dr. Lawrence said as Isaac nodded, Taylor reached up moving a piece of hair from his face as he only smiled back. After Dr. Lawrence stepped out the two quickly changed into thick clothes and headed out in the snow for a walk in the garden. Isaac’s sweater was tented slightly as he was showing more, Taylor smiled taking his hand as they walk down one of the paths to a wooden yard swing, Taylor helping Isaac as he sat down.
“He’s at it again.” Isaac said resting his head on Taylor’s shoulder closing his eyes.
“Its great he’s so active.” Taylor smiled as he reached over rubbing Isaac’s belly.
“Yeah only bad thing is he found my bladder little monkey.” Isaac rolled his eyes as Taylor laughed.
“Has he made you pee on your self yet?”
“He thinks it’s a punching bag.” Isaac said as Taylor laughed harder.
“Do not make me hit you.”Isaac said glaring at him Taylor only chuckled as he kissed his forehead saying
“You know I still love you.” Isaac just smiled as Taylor rested his hand on Isaac small swell, the crisp cold air wrapping around them. Taylor met him for a kiss before surprising his brother with a snowball smacked on his head. Taylor busted out laughing as Isaac looked at him in disbelief as he said “Oh you’re so dead!”
Isaac jumped from the swing as Taylor jumped as well, he began to run as Isaac formed a snow ball throwing it as it missed him completely. Taylor made one quickly as fired back hitting his brother in the shoulder.
Taylor began to run again as Isaac quickly made another snowball, He didn’t see the patch of ice on the steps ahead causing him to slip, hitting his head on the concrete sidewalk. Isaac froze as he watched his brother fall cracking his head on the walk way, his chest heaved when Taylor wasn’t getting up. Isaac threw down his snowball rushing over to his fallen love, he gently shook him as he said “Tay?” Isaac slipped his hand behind his head his breath almost stopped when he felt something warm. He pulled his hand back out, it was covered in blood he jumped up screaming “SOMEBODY HELP PLEASE!?” two nurses rushed to him, Isaac fought back his tears as he tried to explain what happen. The two ran over, one staying with him as another rushed back in side for a gurney .
Rebirth {1/?}
Title: Rebirth {1/?}
Author: CrazyxIllusionx
Pairing: Tike
Summary: Zac falls deathly ill with a strange virus, and has to be reborn back into the world. Isaac is the only one who’s body can handle the antibotic lethal to Zac and Taylor
Time Frame: MON era
Rating:R
Warning: Hancest, Mpreg,
“Crap” Isaac Hanson sighed as he looked up from his guitar, “What is it Ike?” Asked his younger brother Zac who was standing at the door to the recording studio of their new house. “Would you go up stairs in my room and bring my black note book please?” Zac nodded as he hurried to his brothers room over to the bookshelf that was half stocked, where the three had paused from moving in to write a few new songs for the new album. Zac spied the leather bound journal Isaac used for writing songs, he grabbed it by the book mark and began to pull it down, jumping when another book came down with it.
It was one he had never noticed before, knowing he really shouldn’t, Zac open the book revealing a photo album it looked like baby photos of him, He couldn’t help but smile as he looked on when he found something odd, he looked at the hospital bracelet.
‘Zachary Walker Hanson’
‘D.O.B: Oct 22, 1985′
‘Rebirth: Feb 7, 1998′
“Rebirth what?” Zac said softly as he looked over a few more photos, some were of Isaac in the hospital, but what was with his stomach? He looked pregnant almost and at 17? What was with the pictures of him at 6 and Taylor was 14? “ZAC! Come on!” Taylor called as he walked into the room finding him looking through the album. “Zac? What are you… oh shit.”
“Do you know anything about this?” Zac asked him Taylor was at a loss for words as he stood at the doorway. “Zac there is a lot to explain, we need to get Ike, mom, and dad.” Taylor sighed Zac picked up the notebook and album following his older brother back to the recording studio down stairs. “We have trouble Ike.” Taylor said as they entered the room Zac behind him toting the two books as Taylor added “He found the photo album.”
“I-it-it fell when I got your notebook down for you” he said nervously, worried his bother would be mad and accuse him of going through his things. Isaac sighed as he sat down his guitar, he patted the seat next to him on the couch as he said “Come on sweetheart, we’ll explain everything.”
Zac slipped past Taylor as he sat down on the couch next to him.
“Tay, go find mom and dad.” Isaac said, his younger brother nodding as he headed out the door.
“I’m not mad you found the album Zac, I was hoping you would, its a long story, a really long story.”
“What is this Ike?” Zac asked holding up the photo album Isaac sighed as he responded “Things will be easier to explain to with Mom and Dad here.” Zac just nodded looking at his brother strangely as his parents entered the room with Taylor following.
“I knew this day would come just not this soon.”Diana said, taking the album from her son.
“Zac this maybe a little hard to understand but, We’ll try to explain it as best we can.” Walker said as Zac only nodded. “A few years ago you got very sick, there was virus that was very strong and resistant to almost everything given.” Diana said.
“Hey Zac, what are you doing in bed, you OK?” Taylor said shaking his 12 year old brother. “Zac?” He said turning him to face him, his cheeks a deep crimson, Taylor rested his wrist on his brothers forehead. “Oh My God, your burning up.” He said stepping into his parents bathroom getting the thermometer from the medicine cabinet.
“Tay, what are you doing?” Isaac asked as he caught his brother exiting his parents room.
“Something’s wrong with Zac.” Taylor said hurrying past him shaking the thermometer, he nudged Zac who open his sleepy brown eyes looking more exhausted than he did the night before. “Come on under the tongue.” He said as his brother obeyed, Taylor sat on the edge of the young boy’s bed as he waited on the alarm to go off, watching Zac’s eyes drift back closed. The small alarm beeping as Diana entered the room.
“Zac what’s wrong sweetie?” she bent down petting him as Taylor said “He has a fever of 104.” Diana pulled back his covers and sheets soaked with sweat. “Come on Zac we’ll get you a cold wash cloth OK?” Taylor said as he help Zac up from his bed the young boy stood there looking at his brother when his body gave out collapsing against him vomiting. “Oh God!” Taylor jumped at the sight of the blood Zac looked up at him with doe eyes before they rolled up into his skull. “ZAC!” Taylor yelled as Isaac rounded the corner frozen at the sight in front of him. Isaac snatched his keys from the desk Taylor scooped up his little brother as his mother said “You have to take him to Dr Amy Lawrence she’s in a private hospital way out in Mason.”
“Mason!? That’s an hour away!” Taylor said
“Boys if this is the virus I think it is she is the only one who can help him, you two do whatever she tells you to understand?” Diana said sternly as he sons nodded, as she added “Now go, Tokens road at the very end of the road.
“We’ll have to take the interstate til we get near Bristow, from there we take 46 on down, have you ever even heard of Tokens Road?” Isaac asked looking over at Taylor who sat in the front seat of his car with Zac in his lap unconscious. “No, but if that’s the road.” He said as he reached over turning on the air. “What are you doing?” Isaac asked “Trying to bring his fever down.” Isaac just nodded as he said
“Strip his shirt off.” Taylor nodded obeying, he looked down at the boys very pale form cradled against him as the two drove. “Hold on Zac, we’re gonna get you some help OK?” Isaac said as he reached over carefully petting his little brother.
“Isaac, I’m getting scared, We’ve been out here almost an hour and a half and haven’t found Tokens road.” Taylor said as he pulled Zac’s shirt back on him, he turned on the small light for help. “Ike his lips are blue.”
“No! Zac come on!” Isaac said as he fought back tears reaching over to Zac feeling for a pulse. When he looked back up he shouted “Oh thank god! Tokens road.”
“Mom said it was at the very end.” Taylor said as he pulled Zac back into his arms, as Isaac sped up his car hurrying down the 10 mile stretch of road, leading into deep woods when the small one story hospital came into view.
“We need some help Please!” Isaac yelled as he hurried thru with Zac in his arms in the ER entrance. A blue eyed woman hurried around looking over Zac, as she asked “Whats his name?”
“Zachary Hanson.” Taylor said as a male nurse came around taking him as a gurney was wheeled next to him, He carefully lay Zac down as he was being wheel to a room. “How old is Zachary?” She asked picking up a chart taking down the information as they gave it to her. “He just turn 12 back in October.” Isaac said his mind racing as he said “Our Mom said he was to see a Dr. Amy Lawrence” The young woman looked up at him as she said “I’m Amy Lawrence”
“We were told something about a virus” Taylor said Dr. Lawrence looked at him alarmed and asked “Whats been going on with him?”
“He has a fever of 104, he’s vomited blood, his lips turn blue right before we made it here” Isaac said, Amy stop writing down the information looking up at him. “Dear God, the Corvin Virus.” she hurried to where Zac had been taken with Isaac and Taylor in tow.
“Corvin Virus?” Isaac asked as they entered the room.
“The Corvin Virus is very rare, it destroys the organs and can kill someone in a matter of hours, your damn lucky you got him here.” Dr. Lawrence said quickly as she added “Boys step out into the waiting room, I’ll be out as soon as I can to talk to you.” Dr. Lawrence lightly pushed the two teens out of the room as she closed the doors. Isaac sighed as he walked around the corner, propping up against the wall, allowing himself to slide down to the floor. Taylor couldn’t watch anymore as he stepped over to where Isaac sat and said “Isaac, do you think he’s going to be ok?”
“God I hope so, Tay.” Isaac said as he watched Taylor swiftly wipe away something from his eye. He got up from the floor walking over to the younger boy trying to keep himself together. Isaac lightly rested his hand on Taylor’s shoulder as he final gave in and started to cry, Isaac pulled Taylor into his arms trying to calm him down. “I know, I’m scared too OK?” Isaac said rubbing his back as they stood there.
Isaac had lost track of time, Taylor was asleep in the chair beside him with his head on his shoulder. Once he had finally stop crying He and his teen brother shared their favorite stories about Zac from when he changed younger brother Mackenzie’s diaper to the first time he tried to cook. “Boys, wake up, We need to talk” Dr. Lawrence said shaking Taylor, Isaac’s eyes flew open as he looked up at the black haired doctor.
“How is he?” Isaac asked, as Taylor began to wake up, wiping the sleep from his eyes. Dr Lawrence sighed as she said “Not very good boys, Not very good at all.” Taylor hung his head as he listened.
“There is a Antibiotic I can give him, but if I give it to him straight, its so strong it would be lethal to him. There is another way but how old are you boys?” She said sitting down in front of them.
“Taylor’s 14 almost 15, and I just turn 17 in November.” Isaac said as Dr. Lawrence said pointing to Isaac. “You would work cause you’re over 16, now how this is going to work will be a little strange sounding.” Isaac only nodded as she continued
“Zac would be given a drug that would turn him back in to a baby, by morning he would have gone back to the egg he was created as and you would be pregnant with him by in vitro, you would start the antibiotic, on the third day you would go in labor and give birth to him. The first two days after he’s born, he will only grow one month every four hours. After that he would grow one year every day, until he’s back to his age he will be monitored for complications that can arise. He will wake up on that final day, you tell him of him getting sick and after a quick checkup he can go home.”
“Isaac would get pregnant with Zac? How would Zac get out?” Taylor asked a little confused.
“Isaac would be given a drug that would make a temporary womb and birth canal, once Zac’s born, it breaks down and the body will destroy them both.” Taylor nodded as he looked at Isaac.
“What is the likelihood I would contract the virus?” Isaac asked as Dr. Lawrence smiled.
“You would already be on the antibiotic so if it tried to attack you it wouldn’t have a chance, during your recovery after Zac’s birth you would be on it for about the first hour, just as a precaution.”
“What about Taylor?” Isaac asked Dr. Lawrence smiled again “He would stay here with you, we would set up a bed, in the room where you were. Now once Zac was born we have very nice rooms you three would stay in that were more like home, Zac would have a crib he would sleep in and there’s a king size bed for the two of you.”
Isaac nodded as he looked at Taylor the two talking to themselves for a moment.
“Mom said do what ever she said, and if this would help out Zac we should do it.” Isaac said.
“If your sure this is what you want to do Ike, then Ok.” Taylor said as Isaac looked back at Dr. Lawrence.
“What do we need to do to get started?” Isaac asked. “I’ll need to admit you and your brother into the hospital, we’ll start an IV in your hand but we won’t need to start the antibiotic until we’ve confirmed you are pregnant. As I make out your charts would you like to see him?” Dr Lawrence said as the two nodded, the three got up walking to the door of the room, Isaac felt his heart breaking as he looked at his little brother in a tangle of tubes and wires.
“We’re starting him on 5 milligrams of Adrone.” Said the male nurse who had taken Zac the moment he came in. “Have you yet? We’re going to need to start him on Conthirim 10 milligrams.” Dr Lawrence said as the nurse nodded setting down the vial in his hand. “Come on boys, I’ll need some information.” Dr Lawrence said as she pulled them from the room
Isaac hissed as he felt the needle pass through his skin into his hand. His nurse smiled as she said “Good Job Isaac, now I’m going to go a head and give you a little bit of a pain killer cause the Orivan will make you know what if feels like for a woman at that time of the month.” Isaac chuckled and nodded as she injected him with the anesthetic and said “Now for the Orivan, You may feel sleepy from the pain killer, but that will help you out tonight.”
Dr Lawrence entered the room as she said “How is everything going?”
“Isaac’s all set.” said the nurse as she placed a piece of gauze and tape on Isaac’s hand.
“How’s Zac?” Taylor asked “He’s holding very well, he has just entered into the toddler ages of about three, he’s still sleeping very well and should be into the infant stage in the next couple of hours.” Said Dr Lawrence as she rested against the counter her arms folded over her chest. “Will we have to teach him how to do everything all over again?” Taylor asked Dr. Lawrence shook her head “He will have all of his memories, he may need a little help on walking and talking but as he get back into 4 and 5 years old everything will start clicking back to the way he learned it.”
“Will he remember any of this?” Isaac asked as he winced at the pressure in his stomach.
“No, and that’s just the Orivan starting, it will ease up soon, Come on I’ll show you to your rooms” Dr. Lawrence said as Isaac’s nurse help him from his chair, taking him by his other hand.
“This is where you and Taylor will be staying during your pregnancy.” Dr. Lawrence said as open the door to the hospital room it was still being prepared “Zac will be monitored three times a day during, and will be born in this room, you will stay here during recovery which will last about an hour.” she continued as they exited the room “This is where you will stay after you’re out of recovery.” Dr. Lawrence open the door just down the hall way, the room was like a small apartment, containing a small kitchen, and dining room, just across the way from the kitchen the crib and large bed they had been told about, a small sitting area with a rocking chair, couch and Television.
“We will provide you with clothes along with Zac’s clothes, the blue buttons on the walls are for emergency when you need a nurse, just hit it and one will be here immediately.”Dr Lawrence said as she walked over to the crib by the window. “Here in the crib is a monitor, a small wireless patch will be placed on Zac once you are moved into here, There are two key things to look out for, which will be his heart rate and his temperature, these will also be monitored at the nurses station while you are sleeping.” Dr Lawrence said as they walked back to the door. “If you boys would like to relax a little I will go check on Zac, I’ll have a nurse come get you when were ready.” Isaac and Taylor nodded as Taylor quickly asked “Would there be away to have a camera to take photos?” Dr. Lawrence nodded as she said “I’ll have one brought to you.”
So delicate and fragile was how Isaac could think of to describe Zac right now, a sleep against his stomach. The tiny baby was in nothing but a diaper and wrapped in a blanket, a breathing tube in his nose and a pacifier in his mouth. Taylor reached over softly petting him, Isaac was sitting there fighting sleep from his anesthetic from the Orivan, but he was about ready to give in as Taylor reached up hugging him.
“Goodnight Ike” he said softly “Night Tay” was all he could manage as his brother killed the lights climbing into his bed. While still awake, Isaac lightly kissed the top of Zac’s head as he whispered “I hope this helps you out Zac, I don’t think we could handle life with out you.” Isaac listen as Zac gave a light sigh as he finally nodded off. Isaac only woke up one other time during the night, but Zac was still sleeping soundly against him much smaller than he was before.
“Good Morning boys time for breakfast” a nurse said as she brought in two trays of scrambled eggs, toast, and fruit. Isaac rubbed the sleep from his eyes as he began to wake up, He looked down against his stomach, at his hip was Zac’s light blue pacifier. Isaac adjusted himself in the bed wincing at the pain in his lower stomach, if felt like a needle broke off in his skin. As the nurse sat down his tray and sat Taylor’s on the table By Isaac’s bed, she said “hold on the pacifier.”
“Did you sleep ok?” Taylor asked taking a bite out of his eggs, Isaac nodded grabbing a piece of toast.
The trays had been gathered and taken away as Dr. Lawrence entered the room, and said “Good Morning boys.” Isaac and Taylor both smile at her, as she said “You did very well last night during the in vitro part, so with that we are going to pray everything has worked out.” She turn on the ultrasound machine as she said “Isaac I’m going to lean you back and examine you, tell me if any of this hurts ok?” Isaac nodded as Dr. Lawrence began to press on his stomach when she moved to the left in the center Isaac hissed, arching his back.
“Even though that was painful, that is a very good sign Isaac.” Dr. Lawrence said as she adjusted Isaac’s blanket not to flash any thing as she lifted his gown. “This is going to be cold so watch out” she said squeezing the bottle of gel on to his stomach, she picked up the wand of the ultrasound running it over Isaac’s lower stomach, stopping as she said “There he is.” Isaac and Taylor looked over at the screen as Isaac whispered “Oh my god, Can we hear his heart beat?”
“Its a little too early but we might can.” she said turning up the volume of the ultrasound as a strong clear beat came through. “That is a great sound, I will go get the Antibiotic you need and we’ll get you hooked up. And Congratulations Isaac, your pregnant!” Dr Lawrence said as Isaac laughed, she exited the room when Taylor was surprised be a sudden peck on the cheek.
“What was that for Ike?” He said as his cheeks turn pink.
“For supporting me through this.” Isaac smiled as Taylor ducked his head as his cheeks turn darker.
“You would support me If I was doing it.” He said, Isaac just smiled back.
Written by TSHW
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